first day of school.

random thoughts from the first day back to classes…

• Need coffee… now.
• Hate early. must kill early.
• “I tried to do handstands for you, but everytime I fell for you. I’m permanently black and blue for you.”
• I feel old.
• I miss the days of new school supplies. 
• our campus is beautiful.
• thank God for my ipod. 
• I miss my friends. 
• why so serious.
• I like my office. 
• Need another job. great.
• I hate getting bad news.
• I don’t have any books yet. 
• I need a nap.
• 97.7 plays annoying music.

question.

when is the best time to tell someone something horrible? Especially if it may alter your lives forever? Or is it just better to hide it in some deep dark scary place for the rest of your life?

looking sideways.

things aren’t looking up, or down. They’re sideways. Work is good .. fast-paced and full of new challenges that will stretch my abilities as a designer. I’m very blessed. 

haven’t applied for a student loan yet … I’m too nervous. Being rejected for a loan at this point will be a turning point in my life. I’ll need to completely re-direct the path I’m on. Possible? Of course it is. And if it happens, its where God wants me … but it will be abrupt. 

fitness plans are coming along. I haven’t quite gotten into working out in the mornings … a few  yoga poses at most. Everyday there is at least 1 intense workout though … which is a major improvement. Diet is going great, but I’m running out of groceries and money … so we’ll see what I can pull out of my sleeves. 

i’ve finally been able to wake up earlier. as of late it’s been about 7:00–7:20. A major improvement over the usual 8:30 panic. 

money is short. i’m making it … but barely. my eye appointment this week will run me dry and groceries won’t be bought until my next paycheck…

here’s a good one for this week … Matthew6 —”Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life^b